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Farewell...

2009-11-30T16:53:00.002+08:00

I've deleted every single mutual friend related to her, that's her request... I do not wish to see any of her friends caught in between as they are not always so updated.
I'm a junk, I'm an ass-hole... Something is just not correct. I never intend to let you know as I'm going into army in less than half a year time and she's already going to be in Czech. Yes I do love her a lot. In fact I've never loved anyone in this lifetime like for her, she has shown me what unconditional love means and that's why I loved her so much. I told her that I had girlfriend and she broke down, same like you. But she took it in such a more gracious way, and she told me that she cannot love me like the way you do, where you are always by my side, concerning and caring for me for we are far apart. She is glad that I have you and I should continue my happiness with you and she'll go out of picture, you might think that she's slut for doing that for it may be part of her devious plan, but it's not. It took me a very hard time to convinced her not to leave this relationship.
I had never viewed either of you as plan B. Both of you have your own uniqueness, both of you make me smile in a different way of your own. All these time, you have become more and more like my wife image, and she is already my wife material image.
As much as I fantasies of a great happy ending with her, both of us knows that there is our own difficulty and challenges, hence we had never try to think too much into it, we just try to love while we can and treasure the time.
I do not know if this is the best for both you and my situation, but whatever has happened had happened and could not had been done any better. Even if I have to die a million times, this same thiing will still happen.
This is a journey, the end point is not marked till the very last breathe we take. I cannot see the future, No one can...
Guess, my comfortable with you and so much that you have become part of my life, I have to start getting in tune and change according to it. Sundays are never the same anymore, Dinners are never the same anymore, Movies are never the same anymore.
What I have done to you is my fault, that's why I always say that people always say I'll be successful and I worry because of ALL THESE! Not others but THESE... That was what I always meant, That's what I always meant when I told you that I'm not a good boyfriend, THAT WAS WHAT I MEANT.
I owe you too much in this life that nothing can be repaid. I won't end my life and no single human being will take my life. Since you left... I wish you best, don't have to forgive me and i'm glad that you do not hate me.
Kiss me goodbye all bonds broken all strings detached all ties losened and both soul seperated.
You'll always be in good memory, though not the best.

Shackles?

2009-05-09T12:59:00.000+08:00

"Shackles (Praise You)"

Whoo!
It sure is hot out here
Ya know?
I don't mind thought
Just glad to be free
Know what I'm saying, uh!

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise you
(What'cha wanna do?)
I just wanna praise you
(Yeah, yeah)
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands
(Uh feel me?)
And I'm gonna praise you
(What'cha gon do?)
I'm gonna praise you

In the corners of mind
I just can't seem to find a reason to believe
That I can break free
Cause you see I have been down for so long
Feel like the hope is gone
But as I lift my hands, I understand
That I should praise you through my circumstance

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise you
I just wanna praise you
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands
And I'm gonna praise you
I'm gonna praise you

Everything that could go wrong
All went wrong at one time
So much pressure fell on me
I thought I was gon lose my mind
But I know you wanna see
If I will hold on through these trials
But I need you to lift this load
Cause I can't take it anymore

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise you
I just wanna praise you
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands
And I'm gonna praise you
I'm gonna praise you

Been through the fire and the rain
Bound in every kind of way
But God has broken every chain
So let me go right now

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise you
I just wanna praise you
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands
And I'm gonna praise you
I'm gonna praise you
[repeat x3]

Take them off
What'cha gonna do, yeah

Take the shackles off my feet so I can dance
I just wanna praise you
I just wanna praise you
You broke the chains now I can lift my hands
And I'm gonna praise you
I'm gonna praise you

Practice of Dark Arts (Magic)

2009-05-05T11:59:00.002+08:00

This is a untouchable topic among the world of Christians and religious people. Magic in olden days have been seen as a form of dark art. able to turn leafs into money, Move things at will. Do things that are out of the world, predictions, hypnotism. All these above has been seen as spiritual to most people. But in our developing country, more than 70% of the magic has been seen to many as tricks, sleight of hands, illusions and manipulations.

Sad and also good to say, about 30% of the magic's secret is still kept very well and still allowing "lehman" people to conceive it as it is spiritual, things like mentalism, hypnosis and predictions.
Being a practitioner of Magic for 1 Year and 5 months and most improtantly a failthful Christian for more than 10 years. I have always adhered myself from performing hypnosis and mentalism to Christian friends and even abstain the information from them that I am capable of performing such acts.

As they will always conceive it as it's spiritual and of demonic. But here is a secret to all of you. They are not. In fact hypnosis is being used by psychologist in aiding patients to calm their state of mind down. relac their bodies. People often associates hypnotism with manipulating one's mind in going against his or her conscience or righteousness. In fact, a hypnotism can only be success when the participant is opened minded and trustworthy of the hypnotiser. A hypnotiser cannot make their participants go against their will during the induction process. Even in a hypnotised state, the participant is fully aware of what is happening around them.

Hypnotism deals with science on human minds, personally I've read books on human brains. about the chemical that the brain releases when we feel a certain way. And it is through these, we are able to make our hypnotism a success.

If hypnotism and prediction is made in a way that it's absolutely spiritual to you, then I got to say a big thank you. For you really made the performer a good and definitely satisfied the performer for his Ego as this is the way, WE want you to perceive. The more supernatural you conceive it. The more powerful and God fueled we are to you.

Static-X The Only

2008-06-30T19:55:00.000+08:00

Static-X The Only

Prayer (Physically Tired, Spiritually Crushed)

2008-03-07T00:38:00.002+08:00

Prayer (Physically Tired, Spiritually Crushed) Tommy Chiang Jian Hong

Father Lord, it's my first time I try to pray by typing in as a blog entry. As I want to keep it down in memory that this is the lowest day of my life till this day I'm on earth.

I've been seeing the same faces for almost the past one week, not that I don't like seeing their face, but I'm seeing their face because I have to do stuffs, meeting and make things happen together with them. Really inspired and encouraged. Yet, still physically tired as I have to go around from places to places, making purchases, making calls to remind them even when I'm at home sleeping, ensuring that what they're doing is right and on track, going from places to places to ensure what they planned out are correct. But I can see the great effort put in by these 2 person whom I'm seeing for the past few days. This is not a prayer of complaint this is a prayer of encouragement to myself seeing these 2 person growing to be mature and responsible Man. And also to encourage myself that even at my tiredness, there was a good cause. Lord, I want to be a vessel for you and to be used by you. Use me and mould me to work for Your Purpose and Glory. I want to serve You no matter how Physically Tired I am Lord, I pray that you grant me strength to keep on keeping on with You Lord.

Today, a lot of things was came to realisation. The phrase "Child Like Faith" does not live in my life anymore.

Boys' Brigade is my current ministry for God, it's my calling. I'm always proud to tell others how great is my current serving company. We have wonderful, dedicated, wise and of good leadership qualities Officers in my company. And surprisingly, my spiritual mentor is not from my church, but he is an officer of the Boys' Brigade company I'm serving him. Recently officers come and officers go. The officers that I see in this current company are totally different in all from those days that I was a boy. Because most of them are moving on in life, getting married, starting up family and having children. And hence they got to be wise with their family planning, and stay out of the Boys' Brigade business for a while. Understanding...

But I looked to myself and I asked, will this happen to me one day? When I get married? When I start a a brand new family? When I have children of my own. Will I leave this wonderful and fruitful ministry that had brought me to what I am today? It's still and burden and question in my heart. I feel like the company I'm in is decaying, some new officer who came in about 2 years ago, whom I always felt that he is doctrinally wrong and I always believe that he's here for some purpose that willl benefit to himself, But he had also taught me some great life lessons. Even though I don't look up to him, he still taught me life lessons and shared with me enriching stuffs. This particular officer's true colour came out recently when he published a book that he wrote called "Brigade My Companion", his book has not been selling well, as it's very christian material based and cannot be sold in the Brigade HQ as there is religion sensitivity in uniform groups in Singapore. And he had not been attending regularly for parades, shouting over the phone at people and at his captain, who is also my captain. What have this marvellous ministry that I'm proud to share with people become?

I heard that sponsoring church wants to close it down, cause even though we're doing good in terms of strength size and attendance, but we're not bringing enough boys to attend the sponsoring church. So far, I know that about 2 handful of boys had attended the church and 2 of them have even become cell group leaders and zone leaders in the church. And I'm still down here... But God, it's not the whether these boys attends the church, I thought it's if these boys have heard and learnt of Your Word? We do give Boys Christian Education and teach about the word of God. As it's part of a core badege work, but we can't just start inviting boys to church as it's a religion sensitivity issue in the uniform groups. So much values I have in my life are all first started with the training I have during those days I was a Boy in the Brigade. Are Churches going in worldly results that satisfies their needs and wants?

I already had a very bad Cell Group Leader, whom I can pick nothing good from her to learn from, but instead the only things I learn from her is that I try not to become what she is. Yet, someone in the Headquarters spoke to me about City Harvests Chaplain and Officer. I am never against colouring of hair, I want my hair to be coloured too. But there's always a correct place and time to do the correct things. Chaplains going for Award Presentation Ceremony with the Boys' Brigade Officer's Full Uniform with coloured hair and still proud to share of it with his fellow officers from his church? Captains who lies to the Headquarter about money issues? Lie-ing to people saying that payment is done when it's not. And when payment made only paid half of it? For sure, people who are in leadership positions in my church will speak up for these people. Why not you come and hear the full story from me? It's good to defend your own fellow church members. It's the correct thing to do, but to what extend? Ain't I City Harvest Church Member, why not believe in me and defend for me?

What have my life become into Lord? I know that my life should not be affected by these people. My walk with You should not falter because of these people. But the truth is, it's directly affecting me. It's my Cell Group Leader!!! The Chaplain is one of my Church's Supervisor, to become a captain of a company is like being a Cell Group Leader!!! They are all consider and are part of my Church's LEADERSHIP!!! Look at that officer that came in to serve with a motive that serves for his better good. He is my fellow officer, my friend. Someone Boys should look up to.

I know humans are not perfect. But God, it's still affecting me.

Right now, I'm physically Tired and Spiritually Crumbled... One of my greatest need right now, is someone who is close to me to pray with me and to see me through all these...

God, I'm here alone, no one to share to but you. You're Heavenly Father. Though with tears in my eyes and this lost sense of feeling in my heart. I don't want to put You aside. I want to pray to You. Not to give me strength, not to complain. But to enlighten me and open up my eyes and heart. I'm at the peak of my life, and also at the lowest of my life...

Guide me Father, guide me...

I Love You Heavenly Father, and I want to trust in You everyday of my life. May you hear the cry and burden of my heart.

I pray these in Jesus's name... Amen...

Opening of BBSGB

2007-11-30T17:08:00.000+08:00

Please pardon me that in one day I wrote down so much stuffs.

Went for the opening of BB SGB ( Boys' Brigade Sharity Gift Box ) early in the morning today. Was invited there to be an usher to help in the event itself. The Guest of Honour was Prime Minister Lee Hsien Long. Had my time with him, was introduced to him as President's Men of year 2006. He asked me what am I doing and was also giving good comments on the course that I'm taking. Had my time with the Legendary Mr SP Chua himself. He is 93 years old this year and still serving in the Boys' Brigade. He shared with me about his life as a boy. And he is greatful to God and Boys' Brigade as he is still healthy and standing. He even stood up without the help of his maid to prove to me. WOW!

Main point that I want to blog here is that I learnt alot. The Brigade President, Mr Tan Kok Heng now working in the Human Resource Department of MOE was also an Colonel in the Singapore Arm forces. He taught a few of us President's men on how how the whole event was set up and how we managed to invite Prime Minister Lee down for the event. It is definitely Mind blowing, as you'll never thought of it. Ha haXxx... These are Great Good Leaders!!! Good Leaders are not those who just take lead in front adn care about well fare. Good Leaders are people who have those above mentioned qualities + Grooming people to be better future leaders than they(the current leader) are.

Also had my time with Mr Ljunberg. Please pardon me if I got your name wrongly. He's company always do off shore camping at Pulau Hantu Or Sisters Island. Those idlands which are deserted. And they do it there for their company's life skill camps for 5 days!!! And no can food. What they bring there is Vegetables and raw meat. And it is done very successfully. Next year 17th Company is merging with them to learn from them how it is done. I also got myself involved in as I want to learn from them.

In this corrupted and self-centered world. People who made success out of something others don't do or dare to try. Will normally keep such knowledge and expereice to themselves. But he was so nice. His company invited me with open arms and they are willing to share this knowledge and experience with me. And I was also commmenting that maybe my company should merge and join them for those kind of camps the upcoming year also. And he was more than glad. Even down there, when having my conversation with him, he already started to share about how it all started and how the whole event became what it is today. It's those informations which are already helping me to get a stepping stone to make a fun adveture coming. Ha haXxx...

On this day, I asked Mr Ljunberg and Mr Tan Kok Heng. What drives them to work and get all these things on what they are doing into a great success. I asked them if they did it cause they want to see a change? Is it because they want to be better? Is it because it's out of they're heart and passion or something else? Both of them, asked at a different time when both of them didn't even converse with each other on that day. Gave me the same reply. It was their passion and they followed they're heart to do it. That's what drives them.

From what I observe. One fo the Great Man I know in my life is Mr Teh Siew Yee. He also puts passion and heart in the brigade company when he was an Officer in Command. And those times 61st start to grow. They have to most leaders groomed up during those times. The hoghest number of return rate of boys to serve in the company after they leave their secondary school days are those that are groomed by him during those days.

What is having the spirit of excellence? To me. It ,s not getting things done well, and flawless. Spirit of excellence is to pour all your passion and heart and be devoted, commited into what you are doing. that's the main and primary objective. And for sure!!! For Sure!!! Success, getting things well done and flawless will come along with it.

Amen and Amen... So Be It, So be it... :)

Blowing up over situations

2007-11-30T16:46:00.000+08:00

I negotiated with my girlfriend that we'll leave Chalet around 10pm. When she wanted to leave at 9pm. I understand that she'll be lonely and feeling out of place. Cause it's not her own click of friends.

I negotiated for 10pm as I want to spend more time with my cell members. Some of you may start having this question in your mind, don't you have enough time with them on Cell Group Meetings, Church Services and so many more. I meet them almost at least twice out of seven days.

Let's talk about Quantity vs Quality. Yes the quantity is there, but the quality isn't. I don't interact with them during service while someone is preaching or praising God when the service starts. I don't interact with them when my cell leader is preaching. These people always rush back home or have their own activities straight after the service. I never really get to spend time to have fun with them to really talk to them and know they're life. In fact through last night, I know who are those people who are gracious with the compliments. I know who are great learners. And I also got a shock that some of the people I thought that only play chess or checkers did play Gears of War before. I also can see who are the people who are responsible for they're tasks which are given to them. I see who are those that have no fears in doing new challenging things. Taking lead. I can ncame them all to you.

I'll defintely admit willingly and whole heartedly that it was my fault for getting my girlfriend home after the negotiated time, and it's not by a little. It is my wrong for not keeping to the end of the bargain.

On my journey home I was thinking, how good it will be if one day. The girl I love and treasure in my life will start to see things in a whole new way. She can see out of the box and place herself in my shoes, and I place myself in her shoes.

Read above, I acknowledged my mistake and from the bottom of my heart I felt guilty for not keeping to the end of my bargain. That's because I placed myself in her shoes. I made her waited, alone with no one else that she is close to, feeling out of place.

But situation of the outcome for my mistake can be brought out in such a more peaceful way. Where no one have to fume over situations. In fact from then, it opened up my heart and mind. I made a promise to God and myself, I'll not fume and blow things up big even when they are big. I'm going to keep it and make it a peaceful habit. To my girlfriend, my wife, my parents and all those who are around me and in my life.

I want to take this time to apologise to my sweeitie Honey though she had forgiven me before I was thinking of all these. She's really a great girlfriend, she forgives fast. Very sweet. :)

Just blogging this entry down, so it can be a reminder and rememberance in my life.

Thank God for enlightening me. Thank God for a Sweet, Great and wonderful Girlfriend.

Cell Group Chalet

2007-11-30T16:27:00.001+08:00

I want to take this oppurtunity to thank Doreen Tay for booking the place. Want to thank Chandra & Wei Wen for making the cell group chalet a fun and meaningful one. People who are backstage like Clarence who took time down for planning and contributing, Hui Min for getting the Food. Chevalier for the Beer. Nicholas Teng for the utensils.

The chalet will not be as organise and fun without their help. I also want to thank God for giving us a great weather on the day.

Yesterday I went to the old Changi Hospital building. It was my first time there. Went there with some of my cell group members. The experience was good. In fact I went in twice. Laugh Out Loud. So many people complimented me for being brave as I went in the building on my own the first time when no one else do. But seriously it's dark in there, you need torch light. People, I'm not as brave as you think I am. If you want to know why I'm not brave? Because in me I was afraid. But it was what I believed that overcame my fear. 1John4:4.

Simon

2007-11-16T17:17:00.000+08:00

This following entry is specially written for Simon from Usher Ministry, Group 4, City Harvest Church.

I was in church from 9am till 12am for my logistics duty. Along with me there is this brother name Simon. Just that in the morning part, he was helping out for his group support and not logistics duty. On last saturday, Ushers are suppose to report in formal wear as there is a Guest speaker coming to our church.

Simon with the knowledge knowing that the dress code is formal but he assumed that working as logistics personel, he don't have to be in formal as we're operating at the back end and always have to be flexible to carry stuffs and operate around the vacinity.

The point that I wore formal cause someone specially text me and told me to put on formal, if not I would not even had put on formal on my own.

On this day, Simon's Logistics duty starts from 1pm. And he is yet a full fledged Logistics personel of City Harvest Church Usher Ministry, and is going to be evaluated on the day. And he only know about the information quite last minute due to someone mistake.

So when he reported at 1pm for his logistics to me and another logistics personel. He was faced with a harsh tone by another Logistics personel on whyw asn't he on formal. And was forced to go and put on Formal Wear no matter how. Simon lives in Khatib and church is at Singapore EXPO. What he did really strike my heart was that, he took a cab out somewhere and purchased an entire set of formal wear from head to toe, Shirt, pants and shoes...

This brother earn less than SGD$2K a month. And he went the extra mile to purchase a whole set of SGD$100. Straight away, I asked myself if I'm him will I even do that? I believe strongly no.

But one important learning point that I want to come from is Passion of the Heart. Though on the day of his evaluation it wasn't up to the standard. But I believe that with a heart ofwillingness, learning and humbleness. He is bound to do Great in the Ministry. He really impacted me at that point. So no matter how good a person is in he's experience and knowledge. What is most important is still a learning and humble heart.

I can have so many stuff to talk about this. Like relating from the Bible that the heart of a person is very important. It just shows how much it can bring them to. Once again, well done Simon, don't lose heart. Trust God and Keep on keeping on...

Eurovision 2006.

2007-11-13T22:29:00.000+08:00

Today I would like share on some thoughts that went through me today. It is kind of a refreshing revelation about life.

Last sunday my Church had this singer name Carola from Sweden that came and she sang great songs. She does have a beautiful voice and great passion wanting to glorify God with her talent and gift in singing. She used to be the winner for the Eurovision Song Contest for year 1991. But she took part she also took part in the Eurovision Song Contest 2006 and came up 4th.

I'm not here to criticise her or anything. So please don't get me wrong people.

Just nice after the sunday church, monday was my French Lesson and my French Professor was showing the class Eurovision 2006 and 2007 competition. What a coincident!!! And I saw carola inside, at first I was like kind of excited to see her song. But when it came i wasn't that exciting. Ha ha... But it was by another band from Finland Name "Lordi" an they came up first in the compeition and the song name is "Hard Rock Hallelujah". Here is the video clip, after you watch it. Please scroll down for more on what I have to say.

WOW!!! Not what you expected right? The costume they have and etc... Bet you must have placed judement on them like I did when I first saw it. Assuming that their Satanist Worshippers. I don't know if they're Christians now, still attending a church. But one thing I sure did find my facts out about them. They're NOT Satanist Worshippers. And the following hyperlinks are where I got my facts from.

http://www.drownedinsound.com/articles/860300

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lordi - Scroll down to look at their controversy

http://www.crossrhythms.co.uk/articles/news/Christians_Win_Eurovision/21931/p1/

http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/entertainment/5036840.stm

http://www.modeemi.fi/~leopold/Eurovision/2006/Verses.html

In fact there are more links about them that they're not Satan Worshippers. One important lesson I learnt here is Do not just judge people from their outward appearance. And I'm trying to work on that myself.

Next issue that I would like to address is why I believe that they should have won the competition. One word "PASSION". Look at the efforts they put into their cosutime Mr.Lordi's Costume needs 2 hours to be put on!!! Most of all, the effort they place into for their Pyrotechnics. And I can even feel how soulful he sang.

So now let me bring you to the contestant representing Sweden, Carola. For your information this Women is a Christian!!! Let's enjoy her singing. Let yourself choose between Sweden and Finland. Who you think deserved to win. Let me know your response at my tagboard. Thank you and enjoy.

COBRA STARSHIP: The Church Of Hot Addiction

2007-08-06T23:04:00.000+08:00

COBRA STARSHIP: The Church Of Hot Addiction

Let TheBodies Hit The Floor

2007-08-06T22:59:00.000+08:00

Drowning Pool - Let The Bodies Hit The Floor

Evan Almighty

2007-07-25T17:32:00.000+08:00

Just done watching "Evan Almighty".

Even thought it's a comedy show, I believe that people fo the world, Critics and even Christians wil want to say a piece of their bad comment and sarcasm on it.

One thing I have to say is, even though Morgan Freeman is potrayed as "God" and etc non-biblical and rock stumbling stuffs that may stumble non-believers in things. Its a GOOD SHOW.

In fact I shed a few tears when I watched the show. It's the show at the right time for me.

Still remembering that I always pray to Father God that I want to be a better Leader in leading people, I want to be a Great Student and do my best in my academics, I want to be a Top Notch Entrepreneur in the market place, I want to find myself a great soul partner and love her no matter what circumstances. But recently I've really been brought down big time, my academics have not been meeting up very well, in fact I'm not doing well at all... My mum has been putting on wet blanket on me even when I received a award for topping my modules in the whole cohort. She wants me to pay her back SGD$10K for all the finances she place on my studies for my POLY life. The pressures has been on me all around. My risky investments in the Yugioh Duel Pass so that i can support myself financially for my life and future. My parents aren't giving me enough finances fo me to love by. I got to pay my Cellular bills, internet bills, transport costs, morning, lunch and dinner from monday to sunday. They seldom cook nowadays. And i'm only getting $450 inclusive of a $50 blessing from a greta man that God has blessed me in my life.

Hasn't been having this motivation to want to study, to earn my doughs and even do well. Have quite bad leadership placed over in a certain area of my life. And has been very bitter about it.

But guess what? The show has brought me an enlightenment. In the show when Morgan Freeman "God" talked to Evan's Wife. He said something like this, "When you pray to God that you want to have a closer family and spending more time together, does God just suddenly give you a warmth and make you feel closer to your family? Or does He create an oppurtunity for you to be closer to your family? Does God suddenly create more time like adding 2 hours more to you nomral 24hours a day? Or he creates oppurtunity for you to spend more time with your family?

So now, the enlightenment is this... When I pray that I want to be a Great Student and do Great in my best in my academics, does he just suddenly make the whole situation so easy that I suddenly score great grades? Or does he create an oppurtunity for me to work harder and score great grades? When I pray to God that I want to be a Top Notch entrepreneur, does He just make me a greta entrepreneur or he creates oppurtunity for me to be a great entrepreneur?

When I pray that I want to find a great soul partner and love her no matter what circumstances, willGod give me a flawless and perfect girlfriend or He will create an oppurtunity for me to love this someone no matter in what circumstances and in anyway make her the great soul mate of my life?

So here it is. I'm clear. Thank You God. You're wonderful... You can even speak to us even through a comedy film show. That's just how great You are!!!

Building Rapport

2007-07-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

It's always been quite a while since I post a new entry. Today went to school, came back home just to type Stock Check List for Natalie, as her house computer is down and no one can help her key otehr than me as I have the figures. If I don't key for her, all of our heads will roll on the floor. Laugh Out Loud!!! Went down to Istana for President's Award Ceremony. This year's ceremony is done more professionally. And what is most important is that, president himself seems to have a better mood today. He went around taking photos and was busy chatting with people. One of them is me. Laugh Out Loud! So honoured by his excellency's presence.

After all that rush down to Juring west to have a Meeting with Assistant Chief Usher Roger to discuss on the group's stuffs. One thing he shared really made me agree with him is that, a real leader is not just someone superficial, objectivity. We must really get out of that comfort zone to build that relationhip, that bond with the members, that rapport with them. As I'm assigned with people whom are under me I must ensure that I do a good job. Agreeing with the Assistant Chief Usher, people who are given the position of leadership who doesn't meet up to such requiremenst and do not change for the better. Only waiting for the most comfortable thing to happen like members calling the leader. This kind of leaders... Leave me no words to say...

So daringly posting such a post. I must ensure myself that I do not belong to the "Leave me no words to say..." Leadership qualities. I must pray more that I'll expand my capacity, manage my time even better, and that God will increase my time. God Help me to help myself.

--He is my Pillar, He is my Strength--

Team Outing.

2007-07-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

Hi there Blog, went out with Cell Group Team members for dinner today at Cineleisure's "Hip Dinner USA by Billy Bombers" Nice chairs and nice ambience over there. What's most important is that we have ncie people in our midst. We get to talk about what happened in school etc and a lot of stuffs.

At least it's not like we don't know what to talk, the ice break very easily. Something good. We was also very honoured to have among our midst Mr.Chandra Wimenta. He's presence really brightened up our fellowship. So today's meet up is not like cell group, church or anything objective. Merely wanted te JC people in the team to chill and I want to chill with them too. Ha haXx... After that went to Centrepoint for some Ice-Cream. **Yum Yum**

So here are some pictures I've taken for the people. The colour like a bit sucky but neverthless, it's better than having nothing.

**Friends are forged by fire**

02.07.07

2007-07-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

Hi Blog! Zhen Dui Bi Qi Ni. So long didn't update you. I every week also got try to come to this page to try posting new post. But everytime page done but with error. So cannot type. Don't know why.

So these few weeks has been busy for me. Nothing much really special happening around. School re-opened. To me think I did badly poor for my common tests. What a disgrace.

Oh ya, got a letter from Istana. Will be invited again to Istana this 10th July 2007 to see the president. Cause this yearhave new batch of president's men. So I gues it's going to be like alumni. Every year I'll be able to get into the Istana. Kind of sounds nice right? How many people in Singapore can get to shake president's hand for consecutive of 2 years, take pictures with him and dine with him. Laugh Out Loud!

Next time I want to have a very capable son and daughter like me. Inherit all the good attributes of me, excluding womanizing. Laugh Out Loud. I so regret that I used to be womanizer la. SighXxx... Anyway, that's it.

Let me see what quote can I give today?

Toil, when willing, groweth less - Have a Willing Heart in Whatever you do and you'll grow.

Papa Roach - To Be Loved

2007-06-23T00:37:00.000+08:00

Papa Roach - To Be Loved

20.06.07

2007-06-20T20:37:00.000+08:00

Aiyo, didn't blog yesterday. Anyway for yesterday, I went for a swim again and I saw lydia while I'm tanning beside the pool, The Lydia who used to be from Bee Leng's Cell Group. Ya lor, so funny... Anyway, at night went to Marche, suppose to be one of the finest dining restaurants around. But I feel that thefod for yesterday is very sub-standard. Thumbs down. Felt so sad lor... Anyway, went for a movie after that, Fantastic 4. Not as bad as I thought. I actually thought it'll be quite a bad show. Ha ha... Anyway, I watched it and chose to watch it anyway.

Today's quite a fruitful day, woke up in the morning playing Granado Espada, but it's not going to be a free gaming source soon. Don't think I'll pick up once it's got to pay. Then I prepared myself and head off to coach kayaking. Today I "Kiam Pa" I don't want to apply copper tone sun tan lotion, cause I have been applying it these few days when I'm under the sun, an I'm not tan! So today I decided not to apply, and guess what? I'm tan now. Ha ha... Today my Kayaking partner complimented that I'm a very good instructor, he really loves working with me. He commented that I'm a very audience orientated person. I'm felxible and I make my sessions interesting, fun and learning. Really glad to hear of such praises. Thank You.

When I left the place, a lot of other group instructors asked me if I'll be down tomorrow to coach their group? Cause it's suppose to be the same school, Swiss Cottage, So today I coached like around 200 People, there's another 400 more to go tomorrow, Ha ha... When I told them it's not me tomorrow, I see like their expression became very sad. Think they really look forward to my kayaking session, today all the groups came in left the place saying, this is the best and most fun activity they have. I enjoyed myself coaching them too.

Tomorrow will be the farewell event organise my Boys' Brigade 61st Singapore Company, will be held at Changi Aloha Chalet. Just nice where my church zone is holding their secondary school outreach camp there. Seriously, I don;t want to see anyone of them down there. Sorry... May sound a bit not so right here, but I just want to spend my time with the boys. Saw what the boys planned and is good. No sub-standard stuffs. 61st is GOOD! Oh, some people may feel that I'm refering that my church is sub-standard after reading this entry. But I din't say that. cause I didn;t see their planning. All along I believe that City Harvest is not a Church of Sub-Standards, but a Church of Global Standards, that's what I always tell people. But... I had bad incidents, I don;t blame City Harvest, Cause I know i's certainly not the Church's fault bad some other issues, don't want to go in detail. one thing to Say, I got Bitten Once, And also twice. There's this saying that goes, Once Bitten, Twice Shy, Twice Bitten, Can go and DIE. I DIED le. Ha ha...

Live a Life that will leave down legacy... What Legacy do you make today?

Word worth pondering

2007-06-18T18:09:00.000+08:00

Was deactivated for kayaking today as the school did not want to do kayaking anymore. So I stayed at home and fasted today. Watched the first James Bond episode ever produced, Dr. No ya lor. Then in the afternoon went down to swimming pool and get myself tan, and till now, I still don't find myself tan. **Sad Sad**

Yesterday for ushering was doing Delta 2. I must admit that I wasn't at my optimum yesterday and really felt that I quite "Dui Bu Qi" Delta 1. But after yesterday I told myself that the next time round I'll definitely be at my optimum. At one part of the time was quite challenging, one side of my ear is on walkie talkie and I got to keep on responding to Chief Usher and Pastor Derek, then other side my cell leader was messaging me on where are my cell group team members and how come one of them not coming, So I got to make phone call to her. All these are my responsibilities and I blame no one, but I just want to remind myself that it really was challenging, other than just handlong those stuffs, my ushers was asking me stuffs, and I got to check their zone and make hasty but acurate decisions.

Yesterday only Chandra came early for service to queue up from the cell group, I wonder what happened? Cause last week during cell group, when my cell leader asked whose team is queueing up, I volunteered my team and on saturday she asked pei lian and jason's team to go queue up, then pei lian came calling me, your team not queueing up anymore ahXx? I replied her "No, I remembered that i took it up". Then she told me but doreen ask us to queue leh, thought you not queueing anymore. Laugh Till My Lungs Come OUT! Talking about good comminication! Then what happened this week? No one volunteered and she also never ask... Sometimes I really find that there's something wrong down here. Is it ME or Some other people? Oh ya, I'm writing this in knowledge that people are reading my post.

Yesterday pastor was sharing some stuffs while preaching. One of it really caught my attention and I captured it. Pastor Kong said, there's this once where our church was working with a few more other churches in Indoor stadium and our Securities was activated to serve and help out for that event in year 2001. In those days, most of the security ministry people was still very young in age, so pastor advised that they put on smart and sharp with ties and blazers to make them look slightly more mature. The other church leaders commented that how come City Harvest people are so arrogant? Always put on Tie, wear so smart and look sharp, Feel that their so arrogant, how come they can't be normal like the rest? So after sharing this with us from Pastor, he asked us, I don't get it why people put on tie will intimidate people, but anyway, that's not the point here. The point is when the person say normal, does it means dress sloppily and of lower class? What's wrong with dressing smart and looking sharp? We want to look good, smart, sharp and high class for God. Don't you agree.

So what I capture from there is when we're in associations, group, click and etc. If people come late, does it means that I come late? cause it's normal what? Goes it means that if people stay at their comfort zone, I stay at comfort zone too? Case it's normal? Do we just have to be like the people in the crowd? Or can we be better for Christ and for ourselves? Something very worth pondering for me. I hope you capture what I'm trying to bring across here too. You have a nice day ahead. :)

Sorry I don't think I look very nice in my photos yesterday. So not intending to post it up. Take care. :)

Puddle Of Mudd - Famous

2007-06-17T00:18:00.000+08:00

Puddle Of Mudd - Famous

A View To A Kill

2007-06-16T19:03:00.000+08:00

Before I started blogging, I was listening to a song by Duran Duran - A View To A Kill. One of my favourite theme songs from James Bond. If you don't know, I'm a very bif fan of James Bond. I don't mind being a Double O Agent like him. Ha ha... But it's unlikely possible.

Went on a long cycling journey on thursday with kenneth, From East Coast to Changi and Then Backwards to Benjamin Sheares bridge in 3 hours plus. I think it's quite slow le. I think I can be faster. And I almost forgot that I'm coaching Kayaking on Friday. Realise it only at late evening of Thursday. These past few weeks seems to have pass by very fast. It's just like it was yesterday when I had my first superdog. Laugh Out Loud!

Slacked at home today, so that I can have some personal time of my own. Need to live a balance life. Today I was reading the Word of God in depth on 2Cor6:14 and was doing research on it and I got this page http://www.gracecentered.com/unequally_yoked.htm . One thing I know is that I know my point and clear my view on this verse at last. If you want to know what's my view on it and how I explain is only a simple question you can ask me. If I want to Marry an unbeliever as my wife or will I marry an Unbeliever as my wife, Will I have an unbeliever as my girlfriend or as my girlfriend. Take note, there's 2 different seperate set of questions here. Once you asked me these 2 questions and once I answer you. It'll make it easier for me to explain it to you. Here are a few more references http://www.crivoice.org/yoked.html
http://www.biblebb.com/files/macqa/70-12-8.htm

I really pray and hope that Christians will not stumble upon this verse. But to really find out the real meaning of this verse. One thing for sure. There's a lot of people out there twisting and turning verses to their own benefits. We got to know where we stand in Christ today. AMEN!

June 13 2007

2007-06-13T21:15:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not posting any new entries for the past two days. Has been busy... Had Wu Shu intensive training everyday from 10am - 4pm. By the time I am able to leave NP is like 4.45pm. On Monday evening, had my Officer's Enrolment Ceremony, Tuesday went out with a Special friend for dinner at Soup Spoon, First time going there, then after that Movie - Oceans Thirteen till like 12 am plus. ShhhhXxx... Ya lor.

I also don't really have any pictures to share with you. So that's what really happened for the past 2 days. As I'm typing this entry now. Whole entire body aching due to the training. Ha ha...

Went out with another friend today to shop fo his clothing. I'm glad that I managed to help him get what he want in the end. And he is satisfied. Kenneth Got a shirt from ZARA! Can you believe it? Ha ha... Anyway. That's all... :P

--- Make Things Happen! ---

Chun Meng Going Off

2007-06-10T21:31:00.001+08:00

Just reach home for fellowship. I'm very satisfied today on a few things. First is about the cell group queueing up for service thingy. Just like that the book said, I learn how to appreciate and recongnise people's effort. Cause the past few weeks, it wasn't my team who did the queueing, so Doreen was saying about it. And out of initiative I just volunteered my team to do it. Guess what? I alwayscompliment and praise the team I have. I told them I'll buy breakfast for them as they make an effort to come early to queue, it was just simple Bee Hoon and Egg that I offer. And they was very happy with it, as no other team ICs did that. And because of what I said, other team members, not from the team I'm in wanted to help to queue to as they find it very cool that they have breakfast provided and can fellowship. So in the end I have 5 people who reached at 8.30am to queue up. And it's the highest attendance of people helping out to queue for the cell. I've made myself something call an achievement to me. And at the same time, I manage to bond with the members who came early and we became closer.

Another is that I was serving communion today. Was made second IC for tunnel 5. First IC is Ee Rong. Ee Rong is a very nice brother, he gave me the oppurtunity to practice my skills and knowledge as a leader so to prepare me to be a full fledge team IC. It was a great oppurtunity, I took hold of the oppurtunity and do my best in giving instruction and also get to know the ushers that are serving together with me. Believe that it was a greta exposure and oppurtunity for me.

After the service, I saw some of the ushers who served together with me for communion. And they was so nice, they purposely come to me and said goodbye to me as their going off with cell group or going home. It was really a blessing to know that people remember you, sobefore they went off I just asked if they enjoyed serving today, cause I enjoyed serving together with them and looking forward to the next duty with them. Can see that they really mean it that they enjoyed and would look forward to sering together with me too. Reall really very blessed.

We went straight to Bugis for fellowship, had steam boat. Yucks... I don't really like, cause go tto eat alot to make up the money I paid, if not, not worthied. Ha ha... Anyway, I forced myself to go cause Chun Meng is going for NS on the coming friday, so just to go and have a nice meal together with him before he goes off lo. Ha ha... All the best Chun Meng!

And also founf od that some people also reads my blog and I don't know. And the person don't even leave a tag lor. So I better be careful with what I mention here, later she spy on me and go and report any nasty things I done to Doreen. Ha haXxx... Actually no worries, I leave my life righteous. So no worries tommy. ;)

Here are some photos to share! Oh ya, sorry for one scary photo. That one is M18! Ha ha...

--- Friends are for a Season, Brothers are for LIFE! ---

June 09 2007

2007-06-09T13:44:00.000+08:00

Just done with cleaning up my room. It's like 1 week I didn't clean up my room le. Feel so dirty about it. Ha ha... Wanted to go out for sun tanning, clycling or roller blading one. But hor, really feel that my room too dirty le la. cannot tak it. Ha ha...

So I set aside 3 hours to clean my room from top to bottom. I mop the florr 5 times. Laugh Out Loud! Now my rooms smells so nice and is so tidy... Sorry to those people who always say that my room is neat and tidy even when I fin it dirty. Ha ha... I'm very honoured, everytime when females sees my bedroom and they'll compliment it even when it's not at it's best. Ha ha...

Anyway, now that I'm done cleaning up. I went down and bought ambi pure fragrance thingy and place in my room. Now my room ahve this soothing aroma... Wooo... And you know what? I bought a carton of each of "Anything" and "Whatever" for my family. I place it in the fridge already. Laugh Out Loud! Now if my mum says she wants amything for dinner, I'll take out a can. Ha ha...

Now so bored. Resting at home think I watch WWE "One Night Stand" later. But seriously I feel like going out as common tests over for me now. Wa ha ha ha ha! But I also don't know where to go. Want to save money, but feel like watching Ocean Thirteen. Haixxx... Then actually Jason can accompany to go anywhere one. But I feel so gay that it's only the 2 of us, I'm very straight one leh. I'm attracted to females. Laugh Out Loud... so that's it for now. Maybe later tonight I'll add in more stuffs and even some photos.

Actually there was nothing much to say about in the evening time. Only thing was that I tried to download Grenado Espada. Very hard to download ah... Aiyo...

Reflection - It's always good to keep clean and tidy in characther. Live your life like what you say. Be clean!!!

June 8th 2007

2007-06-09T13:32:00.000+08:00

This blog entry is regarding yesterday. Cause I didn't manage to have the time to blog yesterday.

I was at home for the morning and afternoon part of the day, Doing nothing much. Ha ha... Anyway, in the evening I went to visit Legend Number 1. Alan Ong at his grandpa's wake. Only till yesterday then I found out that he was raise up by his grand parents. And Siew Yee and I visited the wake and talked to him la. And Alan was telling us that when hi grandpa was 65 years old, he still go running and there's this once where his grandpa visited his army camp, grandpa saw chin-up bars and started doing chin-ups at the age of 65! And the sergaent of Alan ask how many chin-ups can he do when his grandpa can do 5 at the age of 65.

When I was at the wake and was at was at the front of Alan's grandpa coffin, I actually thanked grandpa for raising up such a great man like Alan. One thing for sure, Alan is one of the Legends in 61st his impact and his services has done something into life's of Boys. My condolences Alan...

Oh ya, I also forgot to mention that after the wake I went and attend cell group meeting. Guess what? The wake just so happens to be behind a few blocks from the cell meeting venue. Laugh Out Loud! God sure path things nicely... Cell Group was at Jason's house. First time using, and I believe that it was a blessing to Jason too. I can see that our cell group is moving and progressing. More and more people are into fellowship, the fellowship strength has increased.

And what's really motivating to me is that the team that I'm in and have is doing very well compared to others. And we have one new member joining us, Chevalier. All the way to Go Team. Let us be the brightest team to shine in N290 tat we'll blind all of them. Laugh Out Loud!

So that's it for yesterday, some pictures taken during cell group to share.

Having the correct heart and attitude in all that you do. It's not about how much you know or how accountable you are. It's about how you live your life proper!!!

Common Test End

2007-06-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

Wooooo Hooooo! Today's my last da of common test! So happy so Shiok... Ha ha.

The paper is easy. Praise God for that. So after my common test, I went to school's library and borrow book call "Encouraging The Heart". At first it wasn't really that captivating to me. But when I read it. It really touched my heart. And it was like God's presence fell upon me when I read the book. It's really very good.

I've known so uch knowledge about leadership, how to run as a good Leader and how to recongnise people's achievements. But in this book, it taps in deeply in on how I should really recongnise people's acheivements. Cause normally i just do it out of a purpose that I must do it. In this book it talks about the heart of a Leader. I learnt that I must really appreciate, praise, celebrate on achievements and stuffs that's done beyong call of duty. So many times in life, whatever people done and achieve we treat it as it was part of thei responsibility, but that's wrong. As long someone has done something and did it good. He or she is wrth praising. :)

After I got the book, went down to Vivo City and had dinner with someone very special I'll consider. Someone whom I'll remember for my entire life. It was really nice to spend time with her. We had Superdog then Ben & Jerry. Went shopping around. Thank You for your time! You know who I am refering to. Better not mention your name, as you like to be kept confidential. Ha ha...

Sorry no pictures today. Ha ha...

I want to appreciate and recongnise all the efforts place in by people who are under me! That's reflection of the day!

Lil' Jon & the Eastside Boys - Get Low

2007-06-06T19:51:00.000+08:00

Lil' Jon & the Eastside Boys - Get Low

Another one of my favourite songs... **Sing together** Till the sweat drop down my balls, To all these bitches crawl..

Ha ha... Sorry the crude words used. But that makes this song perfect!

T.I - 24s

2007-06-06T19:45:00.001+08:00

T.I - "24"s

Money Roll, Cars & Clothes. Wooooo... Nice song...

Danny Oceans / Daniel Oceans. Tommy Ocean's?

2007-06-06T12:34:00.000+08:00

Just done with my Business Law common test like two and a half hours ago. And after my Business Law, I went and do a quick recap on my statistics as later 1.30pm will be that paper.

Eventually I was also watching Ocean's 11. Gosh, it's so nice. Daniel Oceans. Cool for sure. Actually I watched the old version of Ocean's Eleven, then after I watch the new version of Ocean's Twelve, then now back to the new version of Ocean's Eleven. Story content of both old and new version are almost the same, just that the new one talks about more cutting edge technology and the Casino names are different too.

Can't wait to go to the theatres to catch Ocean's Thirteen. To me, I feel that it's quite a intellectual show. People who don;t understand anything out of it''s dialogues will find it very boring and not meaningful as it's not those action kind of movie. YeahXx...

One of my favourtite non action show is Be Cool. Very Dialogue. But it's nice. I'm a men who learns to appreciates everything. Just like myself a Jack of ALL trades.

All the best to me on my Statistics paper later on.

And below are some photos I taken last night. Went drinking with jason when he suddenly pop out during my revision to collect back his PS2. It sure was a nice time drinking and fellowshipping with him. We was saying, wonder how many christians will really dare to be out there drinking and fellowshipping. Certainly not from my cell group. But kind iof think of it, everything is unsure. Just a few weeks back, Dick and Chandra was in a Pub calling for Taqueila. Laugh Out Loud... Thanks Jason for buying me the drinks. :)

What do I have to reflect for today? For now it's still too early to say. It's only 12.30pm. I'll add in the point of reflection tonight when I'm home.

Point of reflection for today. Be what you are called and cut out to be. Be The ONE! Don't let any humans distract you or hinder you. If you let them do. It just shows that you only built your life on man alone. For me, I built my life on the God and on myself!!!

Common Test Week

2007-06-05T18:42:00.000+08:00

Just came back from School, Second Common Test paper for today, Web Media Application. Yesterday was Micro-Economics. Still no so bad, Have confidence after I come out of the examination hall.

Tomorrow will be Business Law and Business Statistics. May God be with me.

Today is quite a pleasant day. Just that I accidentally offended one of my female classmates, guess she's having a bad day. She know I was joking with her, yet she was frustrated. Wonder why... :) At the end of the day, both of us did apologise to each other. She is a very nice friend, won't want to make her my enemy.

Today also my first time talking to my so called "new" classmate, kelina. Hope I got her name spelled correctly. She's quite a nice girl. Yeah... Ha ha... She was advising to me how I should go along revising my Business Law. :)

That's it for my day. Here are some photo shoot I take along my way home. :)

Something I would like to reflect on today is that, Why is it that I don't have this godly satisfaction in me anymore? I feel like I'm at a Plateau. I want that feeling that I am progressing and exceling for God.

I Don't Wanna Stop

2007-06-04T09:06:00.000+08:00

Ozzy Osbourne - I Don't Wanna Stop!

Quite a nice song. But I feel that the band is a bit creepy and freaky, Ha ha... Who cares, it's nice music.

By the way Ozzy Osbourne is known as the Prince of Darkness. I feel that he's kind of old already. Gosh...

Bullet With A Name

2007-06-03T23:20:00.001+08:00

Bullet With A Name (By Nonpoint) Enjoy my friend!

Alive & Kicking

2007-06-03T23:16:00.001+08:00

Another one of the Great Songs... Enjoy!!!

"Animal I Have Become" Music Video

2007-06-03T23:10:00.000+08:00

This is a nice song, enjoy it.

Fruitful Day.

2007-06-02T23:55:00.000+08:00

Woah, woke up at 9.30am this morning and rush for shower and etc. So that I can make it on time to reach Bukit Batok's Civil Club for Boys' Brigades Founder's Men Award Ceremony. This year is slightly more special as the ceremony comes along with a 9 course lunch meal in a restaurant. When I was seated there, I felt so much at home and had that godly satisfaction in me too see all those Boys attaining Founder's Award. From 61st we have 2 Boys, Luis and Chee Kai, extremely proud of them.

During the ceremony they also shown video and footages on last year's President's Men. When it came to me, all the people around my table and in the same table actually looked at me. Ha ha... And then Chee Kai's mum told me to groom Chee Kai to be like me. Anyway, the main spot ain't about me today, but the 2 Boys. The 9 Course Lunch was fantastic. Thank you Dr.Philip for giving me the oppurtunity to attend.

In the process of the ceremony, one of the Guest of Honour Speaker shown a powerpoint slide which was very inspiring to me it talks about the story of a pencil. Another one was about How we does things and people look at us. It goes like, "In times we always stick to doing the right things, and people will look to us in a different way as we're hypocritical. Anyway, Just Do the right thing." And there's a lot more quotes.

After the ceremony, went down to Siew Yee's house for Xue Han's one month old celebration, Xue Han looks so alike like Siew Yee. So cute. Ha ha... And then Xue Bin also beomce a jie jie le, and she Sayang's her little brother Xue Han. So nice and sweet. Siew Yee is a great men! God will certainly open up his blessings and protection over him, He's been through some of the toughest time a men can go through in his life, God is always with him! And AMEN to that.

After visiting Xue Han, I went down to East Coast park to meet a group of people that I've never met before for BBQ. Who are they? They're the group of programmers who did the Movie downloading script thingy. Ha ha... It was a nice time knowing them and mingling around with them. Really see different kinds of people there. Really nice food there. So that's my day. Ha ha... Forgot to use my Handphone to take pictures again. Sorry...

A few points for today's reflection, I'm going to keep on doing what I have to do for Christ. No matter what people say or look at me. Just do it anyway.

I want to make sure legacy is pass down year after year, generation after generation that 61st will mould out Great Leaders!!! That whenever I see the end product, I'll be so proud of it. People will be so proud of it. Cause they'll be the cream of their time. It's not just about the badges and glory. It's about what kind of values, mindset and asset has been placed into their lives.

Serving God.

2007-06-02T01:34:00.000+08:00

Woke up 5.30am today, and left house at 6.15pm. Go to Expo Hall 8 for EMERGE 2007. Was scheduled for Logistic Duty. Went there feeling very tired and beat up as I only had a few hours of rest.

Went to bakery and bought some garlic toast, one of my favourite food. When I came out of Expo's MRT station, I started munching on my way to hall 8. And I was the second to reach there, first was Wan Yun! But when we're there, the doors wasn't open yet. **Sad**

Today's logist have a lot of personels. Have Jia Yi, Sean, Me and a understudy, Joyce. It was a fun time serving with them. And I was shock when Joyce called me Tommy, Cause I don't know her until I knew she was an understudy for logistic. At first she asked of my age, so I told her to make a guess, and she guessed it correctly. But she told me, I don't behave like my age, I'm very matured. Then I laughed! And I continued, that's because I'm on duty now and I have a very important role to play as I'm holding on to a Walkie Set, the real me is like 17 years old. My nature is having fun and fool around.

Till like later of the day when duty is ending, I started to play around, Ha ha... Play with the traffic Marshal directional light stick (battery operated). Then she told me, ya you now really look like 17! Ha ha... I did that cause I'm in Expo for more than 12 hours. I left that place at 1am!!! I'm like out of house for 19 Hours straight. So scary. But it's serving God.

After all I gues it was a good and fruitful day for me, though physically very tired.

One point of reflection for today.

Do I have the godly satisfaction in me, after I devoted my entire day to serving God?

**I'm still pondering on my answer."

Have a nice day. Sorry that I do not have any pictures related to they day. :P

Chill chill!

2007-05-31T23:30:00.000+08:00

Today is a very special day, today's my parent's marriage anniversary day. And my parents want me to tag along with them for dinner at night, they keep on reminding me and was like a very joyful occassion for them. So I got to skip Emerge's first night's opening.

So in the day, I actually went out with my Lovely Wu Shu Friends ou and chill! We went to Sentosa! Never been to Sentosa since the Rail Train was ready. Most of the things in there really look so much different. Though not the whole Sentosa is ready, but some of the scenes are getting attractive.

To me, though there was only 5 of us, I still enjoyed my time with them, it's so fun loving and carefree. We really get to know each other better and more. I realise that we actually have a very closeclik of friends in Wu Shu. To me, they are really very very nice. They made my education life in poly much more enjoyable.

Before proceeding into Sentosa, we walked around Vivo City, went to the pet shop and see puppies. So cute! 2 months old only. And I saw my favourite Siberian Husky! And one rare scene was that, we saw the puppy poo in the cage and one of my friends video it down. Ha ha...
We also went to arcade and play the air hockey, wooo... So long never play that, so we was playing 2 vs 2. So fun!!! Then we took the new train rail into Sentosa!

After our Sentosa, we meet up with our beloved Beatrice! She very cute, Whole day trying to talk like Pikachu, She keeps on "Pi Pika, Pika Pika Chu!". Ha ha... She is really very interesting.
We met up for dinner, and we went shopping around Vivo, we go and look at toys! Ha ha... Can you believe it? Oh ya, forgot to mention, I joined them for dinner, but I didn't had my dinner with them, was just sitting around to have a nice time with them.

After that, met up with my parents for Dinner, in Vivo City. They went to Food Republic and had "Pu Tien Kitchen" I really ot to comment that their food is really tasty, fresh and delicious! Ha ha... Then after our dinner, we went to the top level of Vivo City and enjoy the scenery as a family. After all of those, we went home. Ha ha...

One of my reflection for today.

- When I went out with my Parents and Friends for today, have I made a difference in their life and made their day? I believe that's a Definite YES.

New Blog Skin / LTC

2007-05-30T22:37:00.000+08:00

This marks the new Beginning of my Blogging life. New Blog Skin, New Entry. No more previos archives before today!!! Ha ha! From this day on, I'm trying to blog everyday and add in pictures along with it.

Just camp back from Leadership Training Camp yesterday, conducted by Boys' Brigade 61st Singapore Company. Every year, it'll be held once to train on what leading means. If you personally ask me how the camp is run, you mind find it very tough and crazy. But this camp really transform lots of boy's life. One of them whose life was changed by the camp was me, LTC Year 1999. And since then I've been helping out in he camp as an NCO to a Camp Helper to a Instructor and now a Officer. You can see the difference between people who been through this camp as a leader and those who are not.

These are some of the important Quotes that boys are reminded through their camp. each day one. Hope it inspires you.

Day One - Initiative Leaders

Day Two - Make Things Happen

Day Three - Follow Me

Day Four - To Serve And Not To Be Served

Every one of it carrys a meaning in it. And as a leader, these quotes should actually be inculcated in your life by then. If you're now a leader and does not realise of such qualities start to ponder on these quotes.

Boys are taught skills on upfront speaking, planning, leading, managing in the first 2 days, on the last 2 days, they'll be applying them by running the rest of the camp programmes with their privates. In this camp, the Jesus's Teaching way is implemented. Show. Teach, Get Them to do.

We show them how it's done practically, Teach them how it's done theorically and why things are done this way and last of all we get them to try it.

Every Good and Great Leader on earth, should train people in such a way. It's the most efficient way and most of all, it's the Jesus's way.

In this camp, Boys are train to be on time, being sharp and alert with the things and situation happening around them, making fast, swift and wise decisions, getting things in order, train to think and analyse situation logically, train to work as one with people in all sorts of mindset, people who may be selfish, people who may sabotage you, people who will make you life difficult, but most of all, train to be tough in withstanding any kind of situations even in their toughest times and not give up. As this quote goes, "Tough Times Don't Last, Tough Men Do!".

This is the kind of legacy, this is the kind of leaders, this is the kind of youths that we should have in every generation. Looking at the product of what this camp have produce it really inspires me. The godly satisfaction.

My question to you. What kind of legacy, difference have you place and impact in other people's life that gives you that godly satisfaction? Think clearly, don't fool yourself that you have. I know of people who had made legacy, I also know of people who think that they've made legacy.

Thanks for reading my entry. Have a Nice Day.